This prayer challenge thing came to me yesterday, i think when i was reading a passage in the bible during the sermon (oops!), can’t remember exactly. I can’t wait to want to start writing it immediately, but i still need time to think it through.
I remember the times when i surfed the internet, feeling spiritually very dry, hoping to find something that will inspire me, encourage me, motivate me to pray more, to read the bible more and to lean on God and trust Him more. I was hoping to find something like a fertility daily devotion, which provides bible passages/scriptures that focus on fertility and God’s promises for his children on healing and fruitfulness. Best if it comes with inspiring stories or encouraging words to enlighten me when i wandered through the valley of the “shadow of death”. Picking up the bible and just read anything seemed to be impossible in those “low” days. Most “low” days i just wanted to curl up in bed and cry or sleep for hours, especially if we had a failed cycle. Well meaning friends like to say,”keep the faith!”, “pray and read the Word!”, “trust in God!” etc. I know all these by heart. But to live it out is not always easy. It is very easy to give such advice to people.
So when i got this idea yesterday, i was really excited! Because i already knew what i want to write for day 1 and day 2. I believe God has given me the inspirations. What about subsequent days? As i ponder, i remember my new season of life now is also about hearing the voices of God, waiting for Him to guide and impart wisdom. I can hear Him through reading the Word of God, ie the bible. How do i get people to see it or to want to read it? Will anybody be interested to read it? This concern will be taken care of by God Himself too, He will bring the right people to read it at the right time. I can rest and just produce what is impressed upon my heart. I am ready to be used by God, in the way He wants to. Slowly, but surely.